well look at the time...

already 11:07, but i couldnt help myself. it just had to be done.

becuase words need to flow from my soul.

and maybe their insignificant to everybody else in the world but me,

but thats o.k

lifes a bit crazy, with so much stuff going on, well at least it seems like it.

maybe it will stop soon, maybe it will never die down.

random i know but i was thinking of euthanasia (allowing a doctor to kill you without pain, if you are in horrible, and unstopable pain)

and honestly if something were to happen to me, after 2 or 3 years on life support if i was still an avocado just lying there not doing anything or bringing anyone benefit. just let me go.

no hard feelings.

i went to muir woods, and they were gorgious and big and beautiful. but there were too many people there for my liking. i like the nature though, a lot, and when i have my own car i will definetly just go out to places like that and read, write, draw, think and sing.

becuase the sould needs days like that to rejuvinate and come closer to God.

i like my room and table so much. they are so comfortable and so ... well me. im so grateful i have a roof over my head and food on the table and other things that i dont even need.

what a wonderful wonderful oppurtunity i have to succeed and i will.

no matter what i have to do or how long it may take i will succeed and (if God leads me, to be a medical missionary, then so be it)

alrite, must be off to bed now

oooh and i bought a new book at the thrift store. i forgot what its called, but its great.!:D