hey child things are looking down,
thats okay
you dont need to win anyways
dont be afraid
just eat up all the grey
and it will fade away
-patrick watson



i went to nebraska. i came back
i walked down memory lane once more.
im sad i cant look into my dads eyes anymore. im sad that hes not happy
and theres nothing i can do about it.
he let me have his 15 year old watercolors from russia.
they are amazing. im in love with them


im writing a 3 week account of my life in picture/thought/poetry/idea/quote/other stuff form for a random stranger (well its this guy that works at a bookstore, so i was in his presence for 15+ minutes)
so its a journaling account/ a roll of film he has to develop
and im sending it to him at the end of october
letting something random happen in his life.
and i figure he will enjoy it since he works in a bookstore

:D im excited and im having fun with it too

i failed my second written test for driving. blah one more chance, maybe tomorrow tomorrow ill go?

papercrane. gold dollars. colors. flower pen. i feel like im in a postcard. sunflower seeds. dying flowers. one light. bangs.i love you. aeroplanes. black glasses. watercolors clocks. the ticking of time.
whats to be done....