i thought....

that i would have more time to write!
well i have a feeling that it will be easier now, because i bought my own laptop ( i dont know what i should name is yet though)

what else...
yesterday i took a ferris bueller. meaning i just decided not to go to school. it felt like a saturday, so i had 2 saturdays in a row. :D what a joy

i absolutely love perfect moments. and im proud to say that i actually have a lot of those. when every single thing perfectly fits in together. and the right words are said, and smiles are thown around and the air just seems sweet.
take yesterday for instance.
me, my sister and mom had a lovely breakfast. drinking from the tea cups we gave her for her last birthday. i absolutely love these tea cups. they are a pearly white and sky blue and they just make me want to smile.

work wasnt too bad either. funny story

when i went to go buy the laptop yesterday at costco we sat down to eat some ice cream afterwards and this cute grandpa started talking to us. and then we had to go but i had this feeling that i had seen him before and i told maggie that i think he came to my work before (in-n-out) and lo and behold im working and i see him. and i took his order and i said " hi, remember me, me and my sister were talking to you at costco today" and of course he remembered then.
but anyways, its funny how small the world is sometimes
but i also think thats a good thing.

after work me and my mom took a walk outside. and their was not a soul outside. and the stars were looking down on us. then she showed me a dance she learned in college that day called the foxtrot, and it was kind of difficult to learn. but me and her danced anyways.
and it felt like everything would be alright in life. even if we never get what we want, we have each other and thats all that matters. and i think i can be happy with that.

i was also thinking about nebraska (the place i used to live) and how although i really really want to visit this winter, and how much i miss it times because it is my home land.
it will never be home again, becuase home is where maggie and my mom are. home is here, in california.
and although the weather is outragous (82 degrees right now), and im mad at it.
i can live with it for the time being, becuase their is always that hope of moving to seattle or someplace with rain and snow. lovely cold weather.

autumn. i love that word. it holds something brisk and golden in it. it holds the promise of winter flying in at any moment and surprising the sleeping world around it.

i created a beautiful creation in art. im so happy for it. its one of those pieces that think "i wish i would have made that... wait hehe i did"

oh boy. life is so beautiful. especially when you have a wonderful room to write and dream from....

see ya