is the very first day of the air actually holding that crisp fall vibe to it.
and it was windy even though the sun was high in the sky.
oh, am i glad about the weather. tomorrow will definetly be a scarf kind of day
i had a horrible day yesterday,because i remembered about something very important that was due a week ago and then at work customers were just rude. lets just say it wasnt my day, but thats o.k becuase today wasnt bad, and hopefully tomorrow will be even better. and thats all i need right, just a little bit of hope.
and i should be doing my homework. becuase im working on this thing called not procrastinating. we"ll see how it works after a couple of months.
i was looking at a magazine/article thing from seattle pacific university,located in um... well seattle of course. and i absolutely love it, a lot alot alot.
i hope Gods plans inculde the lovely city of seattle in them. but if not, ill sill survive.
hang on little tomatoe by pink marini is an amazing song to listen too if you down by the way.
alrighty,
better go start that environmental systems homework.
ohhhhh, wait i watched a great movie 2 days ago. its called angus, thongs and perfect snogging. so adorable
"im such a poor excuse of a girl..."
-angei
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Saturday, September 26, 2009
how...
wonderful. to have you here, beating as part of my soul.
passing by on our journey, you point out all the beauty.
your unexplainable. your glorious beyond compare.
i am part of you. no doubt about that.
i wish i could act more like it sometimes, you'll help me im sure.
no doubt you will never leave. we're stuck together.
even when i walk through death, through trails, through worry and fear.
i have my little jar of hope tucked into my soul.
and thats all i need to get me through the night.
:D i love you God.
passing by on our journey, you point out all the beauty.
your unexplainable. your glorious beyond compare.
i am part of you. no doubt about that.
i wish i could act more like it sometimes, you'll help me im sure.
no doubt you will never leave. we're stuck together.
even when i walk through death, through trails, through worry and fear.
i have my little jar of hope tucked into my soul.
and thats all i need to get me through the night.
:D i love you God.
here you come. perfect as always. ...
and i only have 5 seconds to hold you in my heart, untill you walk away.
only 5 seconds to tell you how i feel, with me eyes.
only 5 seconds to show you how much you mean, with my smile.
only 5 seconds instead of a lifetime.
thats how much time im granted with you.
even though we're not meant to be. even though we will never fulfill each other
even though i cant stand liking you.
i cant help grabing those 5 seconds and using my eyes and smile...
to show you how much you mean to me.
why, why , why. i dont want to care for you.
but i cant get enough of your smile. of you sparkling laugh.
you make my heart smile.
but. why why why.
i didnt ask for you. i cant have you now.
so why are you here?
even if you left, you wouldnt leave my heart.
youve left a mark on it,
and no amount of scratching will ever take it off.
oh me oh my.
how i do wish you were mine.
how i do wish you would love me for all time.
how i do wish i could hold your hand.
how i do wish you'd be bland.
and i only have 5 seconds to hold you in my heart, untill you walk away.
only 5 seconds to tell you how i feel, with me eyes.
only 5 seconds to show you how much you mean, with my smile.
only 5 seconds instead of a lifetime.
thats how much time im granted with you.
even though we're not meant to be. even though we will never fulfill each other
even though i cant stand liking you.
i cant help grabing those 5 seconds and using my eyes and smile...
to show you how much you mean to me.
why, why , why. i dont want to care for you.
but i cant get enough of your smile. of you sparkling laugh.
you make my heart smile.
but. why why why.
i didnt ask for you. i cant have you now.
so why are you here?
even if you left, you wouldnt leave my heart.
youve left a mark on it,
and no amount of scratching will ever take it off.
oh me oh my.
how i do wish you were mine.
how i do wish you would love me for all time.
how i do wish i could hold your hand.
how i do wish you'd be bland.
......
random poetry:
you and me.
we're so different, we're so similar.
our hearts beat the same rythme. our lips sing the same tune.
our feet walk to the same step. our souls cry out to the same heavens.
you and me.
even when i try to push you away, i cant.
your too familiar. i wouldnt be the same with you gone.
you and me. me and you.
how can it be that we match each other so well.
it cant be coencidence. can it?
breathing in the same air. feeling the same breeze drift our thoughts away.
you and me.
we're so different, we're so similar.
our hearts beat the same rythme. our lips sing the same tune.
our feet walk to the same step. our souls cry out to the same heavens.
you and me.
even when i try to push you away, i cant.
your too familiar. i wouldnt be the same with you gone.
you and me. me and you.
how can it be that we match each other so well.
it cant be coencidence. can it?
breathing in the same air. feeling the same breeze drift our thoughts away.
i thought....
that i would have more time to write!
well i have a feeling that it will be easier now, because i bought my own laptop ( i dont know what i should name is yet though)
what else...
yesterday i took a ferris bueller. meaning i just decided not to go to school. it felt like a saturday, so i had 2 saturdays in a row. :D what a joy
i absolutely love perfect moments. and im proud to say that i actually have a lot of those. when every single thing perfectly fits in together. and the right words are said, and smiles are thown around and the air just seems sweet.
take yesterday for instance.
me, my sister and mom had a lovely breakfast. drinking from the tea cups we gave her for her last birthday. i absolutely love these tea cups. they are a pearly white and sky blue and they just make me want to smile.
work wasnt too bad either. funny story
when i went to go buy the laptop yesterday at costco we sat down to eat some ice cream afterwards and this cute grandpa started talking to us. and then we had to go but i had this feeling that i had seen him before and i told maggie that i think he came to my work before (in-n-out) and lo and behold im working and i see him. and i took his order and i said " hi, remember me, me and my sister were talking to you at costco today" and of course he remembered then.
but anyways, its funny how small the world is sometimes
but i also think thats a good thing.
after work me and my mom took a walk outside. and their was not a soul outside. and the stars were looking down on us. then she showed me a dance she learned in college that day called the foxtrot, and it was kind of difficult to learn. but me and her danced anyways.
and it felt like everything would be alright in life. even if we never get what we want, we have each other and thats all that matters. and i think i can be happy with that.
i was also thinking about nebraska (the place i used to live) and how although i really really want to visit this winter, and how much i miss it times because it is my home land.
it will never be home again, becuase home is where maggie and my mom are. home is here, in california.
and although the weather is outragous (82 degrees right now), and im mad at it.
i can live with it for the time being, becuase their is always that hope of moving to seattle or someplace with rain and snow. lovely cold weather.
autumn. i love that word. it holds something brisk and golden in it. it holds the promise of winter flying in at any moment and surprising the sleeping world around it.
i created a beautiful creation in art. im so happy for it. its one of those pieces that think "i wish i would have made that... wait hehe i did"
oh boy. life is so beautiful. especially when you have a wonderful room to write and dream from....
see ya
well i have a feeling that it will be easier now, because i bought my own laptop ( i dont know what i should name is yet though)
what else...
yesterday i took a ferris bueller. meaning i just decided not to go to school. it felt like a saturday, so i had 2 saturdays in a row. :D what a joy
i absolutely love perfect moments. and im proud to say that i actually have a lot of those. when every single thing perfectly fits in together. and the right words are said, and smiles are thown around and the air just seems sweet.
take yesterday for instance.
me, my sister and mom had a lovely breakfast. drinking from the tea cups we gave her for her last birthday. i absolutely love these tea cups. they are a pearly white and sky blue and they just make me want to smile.
work wasnt too bad either. funny story
when i went to go buy the laptop yesterday at costco we sat down to eat some ice cream afterwards and this cute grandpa started talking to us. and then we had to go but i had this feeling that i had seen him before and i told maggie that i think he came to my work before (in-n-out) and lo and behold im working and i see him. and i took his order and i said " hi, remember me, me and my sister were talking to you at costco today" and of course he remembered then.
but anyways, its funny how small the world is sometimes
but i also think thats a good thing.
after work me and my mom took a walk outside. and their was not a soul outside. and the stars were looking down on us. then she showed me a dance she learned in college that day called the foxtrot, and it was kind of difficult to learn. but me and her danced anyways.
and it felt like everything would be alright in life. even if we never get what we want, we have each other and thats all that matters. and i think i can be happy with that.
i was also thinking about nebraska (the place i used to live) and how although i really really want to visit this winter, and how much i miss it times because it is my home land.
it will never be home again, becuase home is where maggie and my mom are. home is here, in california.
and although the weather is outragous (82 degrees right now), and im mad at it.
i can live with it for the time being, becuase their is always that hope of moving to seattle or someplace with rain and snow. lovely cold weather.
autumn. i love that word. it holds something brisk and golden in it. it holds the promise of winter flying in at any moment and surprising the sleeping world around it.
i created a beautiful creation in art. im so happy for it. its one of those pieces that think "i wish i would have made that... wait hehe i did"
oh boy. life is so beautiful. especially when you have a wonderful room to write and dream from....
see ya
Saturday, September 12, 2009
isnt...
the first of anything is always the best!
like rain for instance. its so refreshing after being gone for such a long time.
the air changes, you can feel autumn at your doorstep, ready to fly in with the falling leaves.
oh and those wonderful smells, of spices and crisp wind.
how can any other season compare to glorious fall?
breath in, breath out.
i can tell everthing is going to be alright.
yippy skippy for rain!!!!!!
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
isnt life like a ZEBRA.
good.... then bad... then right back to good again.
and its a neverending cycle we can never stop or grasp.
but thas a good thing right.
becuase it would be just horrible if someones life was just a wave of bad all the time, everyday.
i have so much to be thankful for
eyes, ears , life , a brain, a cheerful heart, a happy smile.
what more can one ask for ?
good.... then bad... then right back to good again.
and its a neverending cycle we can never stop or grasp.
but thas a good thing right.
becuase it would be just horrible if someones life was just a wave of bad all the time, everyday.
i have so much to be thankful for
eyes, ears , life , a brain, a cheerful heart, a happy smile.
what more can one ask for ?
fresh baked....
....... COOKIES
oh how i love them.
imagine this.
youve waited for the moment for so long, and finally
it comes out or the oven. nice and toast.
ready to be eaten alive.
ooey gooey, beautifully devine.
just perfect, especially if you have a glass of milk along side you.
i feel like im diving into a chocolate ocean. and thats a good feeling,
especially if your with a friend!
oh how i love them.
imagine this.
youve waited for the moment for so long, and finally
it comes out or the oven. nice and toast.
ready to be eaten alive.
ooey gooey, beautifully devine.
just perfect, especially if you have a glass of milk along side you.
i feel like im diving into a chocolate ocean. and thats a good feeling,
especially if your with a friend!
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