lets talk about ...

L-O-V-E....
is for the way you look at me
is for the only one i see
is very very extraordinary
is everything that i adore


alright i just couldnt wait to write some more. and who ways i have to wait a whole day right? so i thought i would talk about something everybody wants and need!
love,
what a wonderful and dangerous word

personally i decided a long time ago that i wouldnt date until college, and even then not to just fall in love with the fist person i see (that would be akward)

"hi ... blah blah blah... who are you"
oh, well im the man of your deams... blah blah.. lets fall in love"
YA RIGHT!

so anyways, even that phrase "fall in love" is such a trap. obviously if you can fall into it, you can hop or fly right out.
now dont get my wrong i love well.. love
but its crazy when little 12, 13 14 or even 18 year olds "love each other", because seriously
i just dont get it. when did purity and true love get kicked out of society?

heres i quote from "Belong to me" by Marissa de los santos that is just, beautifly written:

"whenever Dev remembered that night, and he'd remember it for a long time, what never stopped amazing him was how normal it felt. not everyday, no big deal normal. more like extragalactic, superradiant, nigh in a million normal. normal turned up a couple of thousand of notches, but normal none the less becuase, against all odds, with so many reasons to feel nervous, shy, and out of place,
Dev spent the entire evening feeling precisly and absolutely like himself.
pg. 138


isnt that amazing and true,
to feel just like yourself, not trying to impress anyone or make them love you. just being yourself and nothing more or less. thats what im looking for , and i will not settle for anyting less! so why even date or pretend to love someone, when in the long run, your just hurting yourself.

respect outweighs love in the long run.
no respect = no love

why arent thing like philosphy and life lessons (or something like that) taught in schools??
if you screw up something like a relationship or job interview,
geometry or history of france isnt going to help you