winter break has///

ARRIVED. its here. one WHOLE month off.
what am i going to do??
- practice driving so that i can get my license
-hopefully make a quilt
-sleep
-pain and write
-work
-beee happyyyyyyyy in the rain

IM GOING TO SEATTLE FOR A WEEK!!!! ahhhh im sooo excited and ready to go to this city i love with all my heart. ahhh its going to be uber amazing. just being in its presents will be soo worth it :)


sometimes happiness is so fragile. so what are we going to do about it?
live. forget that its fragile. live like it isn't


...................bye

its hard

to live in this day and age without the internet D:
even a week without it is hard

what is the world turning into?
it should be this hard but it is


AND
why havent you written back to me.
i feel like im waiting for something thats never going to come.
like a silly girl. thats waiting.
i cant turn into one or those people. who wait for happiness, for someone else.
one day in november everything flips around. and im part of this process.
how do i let my mind go. let you leave.
waiting....

my fingers are chilly. my stomach hurts but
i should be going ice skating later on, so its all good. for the moment at least..