isnt it strange...

how something can change in a split second in time.
how life can become simple or extremely complicated in one weekend.
how we keep living and living, hopeing for change, but then when it comes, become afraid/

ARENT WE ODD CREATURES roaming the earth...

hmmmmmmmmm

i think that if i pray each day before i work, that i wont get irritated at rude employees or mean customers!
and the more nerves i have left, the better

new ideas

arttt

watercolors. i like them

i found this lovely little magazine called SPOONFUL and im going to subscribe. yayyyyy

how?

could i expect to walk without you, when every move that jesus made was in surrender
i will not begin to live without you for you alone are worthy
and you are always good..

the falling leaves....

they drift by my window
in an acrylic aftermath!

TOMS for MEGEL

some cream toms i decorate for my friend with objects......

run little rabbit run...

the wonders..

of old russian water colors!!!!!

I CANT TURN YOUR IMAGE OFF IN MY MIND

its reappearing. flashing uncontrollably.

as if you have a say in this at all.
like you can influence what im about to say to you
like you could help me decide.
your face is whispering phrases directed towards me
and i want to hold you for a minute more in my eyes. memorize your touch.
flickering lights; slow this down a couple notches.
i cant recall what you said to me,
to make me feel this way
but it worked and im caught in a bright trap
sense of direction a blur, cut off from all logic
i am a bug, confused by the lights.....

AHHHHHH....

isnt he precious!!
"the sushi maker"

This quote from the book BELONG TO ME by marissa de los santos is amazing and just sooo brilliant

" Clare laughed her Jingle bell laugh, and Dev realized that what he felt was young. Hed been young all his life, of course he had. but now he was aware of it. every cell, every electron of his body felt young: unencumberd, uncluttered, as lean as the clear blue sky.

some days i feel so old. like ive lived a lifetime. i wonder how im going to feel when im 60 or 70?

hhhhmmmmm... only time will tell i guess.

i bought a new dress yesterday for only 7 dollars, and i cant wait till summer (nows that one sentence you may never again hear me say) so that i can wear it becausee..... its wonderful. BECAUSE IT OPENS UP A LITTLE IN THE BACK!

IT RAINED YESTERDAY< ALL DAY! how lovely.
and today, although there was no rain, it smelled so fresh and crisp and autumy.!!
why yes, autumy is a word!!!

ive realized that HAPPINESS IS SO FRAGILE> and its sad, but okay to lose it. because its bound to get lost every so often.




WHO NEEDS TO KNOW WHEN IT ALL COMES AND WHERE IT ALL GOES.
WHO NEED TO KNOW JUST WHERE, FATE WILL TAKE YOU TOO....