so back to what i came here for. i was sad all day. not because of the rain or the chilliness. i was dressed so warm. a great big orange coat with a scarf and a hat with a giant puffy bubble at the end of it. so i was plenty snug. and noone was mean to me. people just annoyed me in general and i didnt want to talk to anyone. nada. even the people who didnt annoy me at all, should have probably stayed clear. me and maggie had a big fight. verbally. i called her a bitch, twice. everyone has those kind of days though, right?
and after i ate lunch with my friends. i just couldn't take it anymore. i knew i would explode if i had to talk to anyone. and reading my book in the library seemed smart. so i went though the hallways into the loud library. buzzing like a million ancient bees. a little beehive filled with lots of little high schoolers, hiding from the rain. so i sat in the corner and took the book out, and then some friends came over. and of course i still didnt want to talk to anyone. so i just read. but the thing that was really amazing to experience was the ringing of the bell. i TA in the library right after lunch and so i still sat there while everyone present scarred back out into the rain. so i close my eyes and the world is buzzing with noise. the bell rings. and with my eyes still closed the air becomes still and silent. and then after 10 minutes in the library. a class of special ed kids comes in and sits down at the tables. and one girl is in a special wheel chair smiles her crooked smile and waves to me. so then i grin and of smile and wave at her. and then 6th period which i have free, me, yvonne and alex go to dennys because i had a strawberry shake caving and so i had one and we just sat there and it rained. and thats pretty much that.
and thats all i wanted to say...
bye for now
