Bonjour, hello, privet, ni how, howdy

well hey there,

im back, after almost a month of void. no writing. im back and thats all that matters.

so we were supposed to arrive on christmas eve, but their was a crazy snow storm meaning a blizzard :D i nebraska and stuff, so We were stuck in las vegas for 3 days. for christmas also. it was alright though. a christmas never to forget. me and maggie went into a giant antique mall right be our hotel, emerald suites. and we drank lots of vitamin water. hehe

so nebraska, ummmm where to begin. it was beyond great to see my papa. ive missed him greatly. hes going to try to come to my graduation in june, we shall see though. and casey and megan want to come in the summer as well, oh boy.

it was freezing there, like crazy cold. but we were prepared. and me and maggie noticed that almost everyfamily we went to had a pet, like cat or dog. hehe

dad had some of his paintings in cafes all over the city, so that was cool to see. we went to a chinese buffet. spent the second part of new years with him. watched italian music videos at his house. basically, he was just there for a week and then some.

i love how silly he is, but i dont like that temper of his. everall i love him though. its a wierd feeling. although i barely see him, he is still in my memory, and my memories of him are basically good. i mean his actions werent good, but that doesnt make him a bad person. me and maggie and mom kinda pitty him, hes stuck in a life he would rather not live, and regrets making. he would rather live somewhere else but has money issues. hes stuck with no hope of getting out. poor man.

i love russian songs, epecially the older ones from movies and such. they are soooo beautiful and thought out and just lyrical. im glad i understand them.

i have to take adult school on tuesdays and thursdays for 2 hours because i need 5 more math credits to graduate high school

and...

i also am going to take independant study american gov. becuase i need that to graduate as well!!

lots of work ahead of me

sooo im going to be a counsling TA for 6th period, i hope that goes well.

up here, although restricted, the feleling of freedom sinks in .

a person can breathe up here.

live and die in one instant

up here, the world freezes into a snapshot,

into a single moment

and nothing matters, except

this instant

and this clear, fresh escape

this intense but needed road leading absolutely nowhere

(about flying or being in an aeroplane i guess)

im really close to my next raise at work, and thats always exciting. and maggie should be starting work in may. yippy skippy-nator.

i get this feeling that im going to write a book when im older, and im happy and excited about that. im trying to write some short stories right now, i collaborate events or funny happening together to spice up the stories.

like a grandma riding her dog in a baby stroller

or well i lost everything right now

well , adios for now